Thursday, December 29, 2011

Letters to God

guys, i just found out a web: http://ourletterstogod.tumblr.com/
which is very good and meaningful.
after reading it, i found it some that will make us think and be more thankful.
i would like to share with you. and it's not my writing. it's other's.
feel free to visit the web and write your own letters to God :)


“Dear God, He watched her. Through every breath and thought. He has been there and saw everything. Through every lonely night He watched down upon her to make sure she didn’t stray into the unknown. So why are you trying to hide? He knows the truth behind every cut. He knows the stories of each scar. She is scarred of being abounded, But don’t you see He will never leave. People tell her over and over again. She is ready to live in the light, of His life. But she has no faith because of life’s disappointments, she has learned to expect disappointment and to get her hopes up. Her heart wants this. But her brain is holding her back from this wonderful life that could be.”

"Dear God, Please God I’m trying. You know the reasons why I can’t trust. I have no faith. I have no hope. I have no belief that things will get better. They never did. I know you were there to make sure that the razor didn’t go to deep. I know you were there to make sure no to many pills were swallowed. I know you were there through everything but please give me another chance? Please I just want to live a life with you.

I want to have peace within my own head.

~Amen"

"Dear God, It never seems to amaze me how much you have done for me. I don’t deserve all you give me, yet you do. I love you with all my heart. And in fact, I love you so much, words can’t explain the feeling that I have inside. You’ve sacrificed so much for me, in order to save my life, and those of billions of others. You’ve created a life filled with blessing and opportunity for me, so much, that it’s almost impossible not to thank you. Yet I feel that I haven’t thanked you enough. I know it’s hard implying the thought of forgetting those who have forgotten you, but you’ve shown so much love, and I think that’s why I admire you so much.. *tear* If, and when I do come to heaven(hopefully) I hope you’ll have a welcoming heart, because I plan on forever praising and worshiping your holy name. I love, I magnify, and praise you.

Amen”


"Dear God, I’m sorry for letting the worse get the best of me. I haven’t been so good these past weeks, please forgive me. You’ve given me life, given me hope when I couldn’t find any…You’ve given me faith when life tried to put out my spark. Now I ask of you to please, please never let me go. I’d rather die than ever be away from you, and I know society is cruel and I’ll be tempted but please don’t let it happen. Without you I might exist, but I’ll never be truly living and I don’t want to be what living is without you, Lord.

Amen"

"Dear God, It’s your daughter here,I just wanna say thank you for everything. Thank you for always being there for me,thank you for listening to me when no one wants to,thank you for letting me know I can always talk and rely on you when I needed you.I’m sorry that sometimes I tend to forget you and only seeks for you when I’m in problems. Thank you God. I love you. Amen"


"Dear God, First, I pray that all who don’t know you may know you. I pray that this website be used for your glory and that it will reach even more people. I pray for the softening of hearts, that people may receive the truth- your truth.

I pray for strength and for wisdom. I pray for Christians around the world to have a love for all that goes beyond their families and friends. I pray that we will look beyond our boyfriends, the movies, partying, sex, etc and turn our eyes to really see your glory. To ask you of your will. To pray for those in need and those who do not know you.

I pray for the young people. I pray that we may serve you wholly while we’re still young. I pray that we will begin to love ourselves for who you made us-princes and princesses that are fearfully and wonderfully made. I pray that the only pressure we’ll get is Jesus pressure to be submissive to your will and die to ourselves.

I pray for the older people. I pray that they may pass wisdom unto us. I pray that all wisdom in circulation may be from you. I pray for strength. I pray for courage. I pray for guidance for them, as they guide their young ones along.

I pray for forgiveness. For all the sins I may have committed, all the sins I will commit. I wish I could repent on behalf of the world’s sins. Jesus I know they hurt you. I know you squirm and share the heaviness I feel now, in even larger amounts. I know you watch as we disobey you. And I’m sorry we put you through this. I know you love us, so much, but why at all?

Your ways are not our ways, and your paths are not our paths. So because i know you love me, help me and others love you in return. Love you enough not to want to hurt you. Love you enough to have you as the center of their lives. Love you enough to put away their selfish desires and commit themselves wholly to you

I pray for the hurting. I pray for strength on their behalf. I pray that they may see you in their distress and realize that your power is made perfect their weaknesses. May you be their joy and their salvation, a present help in time of need.

I pray for the angry. All those who’ve been disappointed by those they trusted. All those whose anger is against you. I pray for peace upon their lives. I pray for healing. I pray for renewal. I pray that they see that they may see that they could have hurt other people just as badly. I pray that they may see no one is perfect.

I pray for all humanity

For your pair of eyes

That we will see and hate evil and love what is good.

I pray for your ears

That we will listen to your word and hide it in our hearts

I pray for your mouth

That all we speak will be proclamations of life upon others

I pray for your mind

That all our thoughts might be pure and heavenly

I pray for your heart

That we may love unconditionally and forgive wholly

I pray for your hands

That we may heal the broken-hearted and support the weak

I pray for your feet

That we may walk in your ways all the days of our lives

I pray for as many as will read this

A guarantee to life everlasting

Because with the conviction of your spirit

I leave this letter,

In Jesus Name

Amen."


"Dear God, Lord, I just wanted to tell you that I love you so much. This is the time I give you thanks for all you’ve done for me. I bring back all the glory, honor and praises to You, my Savior, my Father, Creator, Healer, Comforter, Redeemer and Friend. You are my everything, Lord. Thank You for being faithful to me. There’s nothing else I could wish for but to have You and to be with You the rest of my life. I will worship You for forever. May Your love be upon us. You are awesome. You are the God who has all things, but still You want me. How could I ask for more now that I have You? I LOVE YOU, LORD! ♥

AMEN.


"Thank you for giving us your only son as a sacrifice of our sinful ways. Thank you for being such a good listener, I call upon you a lot. Thank you for always carrying me in my times of trials and fear, thank you for always being beside me every single moment in my life . Thank you for holding my tiny baby in your hands and for telling me in the operating room the night she was born that everything was okay. She and I both are here because of your grace and mercy. I know I am a sinful person and I tend to not be as you would want me to be, forgive me. You are so loving and kind, and merciful. Thank you for my child she is a wonderful blessing I pray I will always wake up to every morning until she is grown,and I still pray to see her or hear her voice even after she is grown,thank you for my husband, thank you for blessing me with him and his family, they instilled in me qualities that I needed in life to be closer to you. Thank you for the miracles and blessings you bestow upon us. I pray you bless us and continue to bless us with a healthy child and family. I pray you keep us together always. Thank you for the Bible, thank you for prayer, thank you for Jesus who started out as a little babe. Thank you for family and the kind spirited people that are out in this world. God please help us all. Money is not everything and all of us people need to realize you rise and set the sun. Thank you thank you thank you for all you do, thank you for my sweet child, a blessing you had planned for us, words enough can not illustrate how thankful I should be of you and your love. Please continue to watch over us I ask this in Jesus’ name that this will be in your will. Amen.

"Dear God, ...." --> complete it with your own letter, happy writing, God loves you :)

Rapuh

aku begitu rapuh
jika kau sentuh aku
beling kan menembus kulitmu

aku beigu rapuh
jika kau tiup aku
terbang melayang hidupku

aku begitu rapuh
di setiap tawaku
ada sebuah tangisan di dalam
yang tak diketahui oleh siapapun

aku begitu rapuh
tak lagi pantas untuk dipamerkan

aku ingin berlari
menngejar sinar mentari
tapi apa dayaku?
aku rapuh
tak kuat untuk berjalan setapakpun

p.hilary

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

if you want something
why don't you do it?
it's like you are pushing yourself further

you did ask God
and He gives you
you just don't realize it, do you?
ask for more
and regret everything

you once said the world "irreplaceable"
but it's funny how you want to have another one

am not going anywhere.

Peseni

Kami adalah penari
namun bukan penari dalam bayanganmu
kami adalah pelukis
namun tidak seperti apa yang kau pikirkan
kami adalah penullis
namun bukan seperti apa yang kau kira

kami menghasilkan
sesuatu yang indah
yang mengisi kekosongan dalam udara
yang memecah keheningan
atau malah melambungkan kedamaian

ya, kami menari
kami menari di atas tuts-tuts hitam putih
kami menarikan tangan-tangan kami diatas sebuah senar

ya, kami melukis
kami melukiskan sebuah cerita yang tak terlihat
namun kau akan tahu gambarannya apabila kau buka telingamu

ya, kami menulis
kami menulis untaian cerita yang penuh emosi
tanpa tinta hitam, namun bisa menceritakan segalanya

sebuah seni
adalah hidup kami
hidup sebagai seorang pemusik

06.12.11

Friday, December 2, 2011

andai saja dulu

sudah terlalu tua kah raga ini untuk berlari?
sudah terlalu rapuhkah jiwa ini untuk berharap?
kadang yang ada hanya tinggal mimpi dan angan yang tak tergapai
titik demi titik
tercurah
meninggalkan rasa nyeri
saat menyentuh kulit

hembusan dingin bertiup
hingga ke relung yang paling dalam
dimana terdapat kegelapan
tanpa ada secerah pendar

kelam kah yang ada dipikiran?
dengan tetes demi tetes
yang membasahi paras pucat

mimpi akan kehangatan
di depan tungku membara
mulai meresapi asa

mencari keteduhan
dan sebuah kedamaian

mungkin, nanti
apabila semua ini reda
baru ada sebuah pelangi
di atas sana,
ya, di langit yang bewarna biru
dengan sinar yang menghangatkan
serpihan kemilauan di jalan

p.hilary
2.12.2011

Jangan samakan persepsimu denganku

aku suka dengan semua hal itu
ya, lalu mengapa?
kau berani menentangku?
hahaha kadang kau begitu naif
melihat dunia hanya dari satu sisi

kalau seandainya kau tidak menyukainya
apa berarti aku juga harus membencinya?
coba lihat sekelilingmu
tak semua orang mempunyai pemikiran sepertimu

lucu sekali kau
untuk membuka mata saja
kau tak kuasa bukan?
dengan matamu yang tertutup
kau paksa orang lain
untuk melihat kegelapanmu itu?
cobalah pakai akal sehatmu itu

dunia tak selalu bisa
menjadi apa yang seperti engaku inginkan
kadang kau harus belajar
untuk tetap tersenyum
walau hatimu tak sekata dengan wajahmu