Aku tahu
Rasanya menanti, berharap
Berangan-angan
Aku tahu betul setiap incinya
Aku ini seorang pemimpi,
Apakah kau tahu?
Namun aku beranjak dewasa
Dan mulai melupakan semua fantasi
Ketika aku berhenti,
Aku berserah
Aku tahu Sang Bijak punya kisah yg terbaik
Aku tahu Sang Pengasih sudah menyiapkan orang yang tepat
Lalu kau melintas,
Aku tahu dengan suatu alasan
Namun dengan takut
Kuberharap kau menetap
Menyerahkan seluruh hati itu menggetarkan, apakah kau merasakannya?
Berbagi sebagian dari jiwa
Memiliki kesempatan untuk bahagia,
Namun juga harus siap untuk disakiti
Bergantung, ketika tadinya ku hanya mempercayakan diri untuk diriku sendiri
Tapi disitulah letak iman
Aku melangkah sambil berharap
Dan percaya serta yakin
Sang Maha Tahu memegang kendali hidupku
Terima kasih
Karena sudah mempersiapkan dirimu untuk hari ini
Namun lebih lagi,
Terima kasih
Karena Sang Pengatur telah mempertemukan
06.08.16
Saturday, August 6, 2016
Monday, May 2, 2016
Revived
Menyelam kembali aku
Terbenam dalam kesibukan lama
Mencari frasa-frasa yang tepat
Untuk menggambarkan rasa dalam lara
Keheningan yang cukup memakan ribuan detik-detik
Kesunyian yang menjadi usang termakan waktu
Namun saat ini
Sang fajar telah kembali
Membawa terik yang kian bersinar
p.hilary
3.05.16
Terbenam dalam kesibukan lama
Mencari frasa-frasa yang tepat
Untuk menggambarkan rasa dalam lara
Keheningan yang cukup memakan ribuan detik-detik
Kesunyian yang menjadi usang termakan waktu
Namun saat ini
Sang fajar telah kembali
Membawa terik yang kian bersinar
p.hilary
3.05.16
Saturday, October 24, 2015
Hai wanita cantik
di ujung sana
tahukah kau
bahwa kau dipuja?
kau disukai?
kau dicintai?
Mengapa duduk terpaku malu
dengan kepala menunduk ke bawah?
Tidakkah kau ingin
memperlihatkan senyum manismu
kepada dunia?
Tapi tak apa,
pasti ada seseorang
yang akan mengerti
seperti apa kegaduhan lara
di balik parasmu yang elok
di ujung sana
tahukah kau
bahwa kau dipuja?
kau disukai?
kau dicintai?
Mengapa duduk terpaku malu
dengan kepala menunduk ke bawah?
Tidakkah kau ingin
memperlihatkan senyum manismu
kepada dunia?
Tapi tak apa,
pasti ada seseorang
yang akan mengerti
seperti apa kegaduhan lara
di balik parasmu yang elok
Wednesday, October 21, 2015
kau tau bukan
bahwa luka bisa saja sembuh
tapi bekasnya akan tetap ada
aku rasa,
itu juga berlaku untuk cinta
mungkinkah seseorang
dapat benar-benar menghapus apa yang dirasa?
benar seperti katamu
kita hanya akan menutup diri
karena takut untuk mengungkapkan apa yang kita rasakan
kita tidak menghapus rasa
kita hanya berusaha untuk menutup
hubungan yang terjalin
bagaimana caranya untuk berhenti?
jika rasanya semua jawaban ada pada dirimu
tapi akupun ragu
apakah aku benar mencintaimu
atau aku hanya mencintai bayanganmu
tapi hanya itu yang bisa kulakukan sekarang
mencintaimu dalam bayangmu
bahwa luka bisa saja sembuh
tapi bekasnya akan tetap ada
aku rasa,
itu juga berlaku untuk cinta
mungkinkah seseorang
dapat benar-benar menghapus apa yang dirasa?
benar seperti katamu
kita hanya akan menutup diri
karena takut untuk mengungkapkan apa yang kita rasakan
kita tidak menghapus rasa
kita hanya berusaha untuk menutup
hubungan yang terjalin
bagaimana caranya untuk berhenti?
jika rasanya semua jawaban ada pada dirimu
tapi akupun ragu
apakah aku benar mencintaimu
atau aku hanya mencintai bayanganmu
tapi hanya itu yang bisa kulakukan sekarang
mencintaimu dalam bayangmu
Tuesday, September 8, 2015
is
Detik kian berdetak
Namun aku masih saja belum menggerakkan kakiku
Matahari tenggelam
Bulan menampakkan dirinya
Namun aku masih saja tak dapat mengalihkan pandanganku
Memang seperti ini kah dunia bekerja?
Cinta hanya berarti kepemilikan
Tanpa bisa memiliki
Berarti seharusnya tidak ada cinta
Diam,
Hanya itu yang bisa kulakukan
Walau ingin melakukan lebih
Namun itu semua hanya akan memperkeruh udara
Toh akhirnya aku hanya akan menjadi angin
Yang datang dan pergi
Hingga suatu hari dilupakan
Atau sudahkah aku?
Ah, apa yang kumau?
Melihatmu seperti kehilangan asa? Tidak!
Atau mempertahankan bayanganku dalammu?
Mungkin memang harus
Aku yang dilupakan
Tapi rasanya tetap menyakitkan
Karena memang begitu cara dunia bekerja
Aku tidak bisa ada disana seperti orang lain
Pilihannya adalah aku menjauh
Atau tetap membuatmu sengsara
Namun aku masih saja belum menggerakkan kakiku
Matahari tenggelam
Bulan menampakkan dirinya
Namun aku masih saja tak dapat mengalihkan pandanganku
Memang seperti ini kah dunia bekerja?
Cinta hanya berarti kepemilikan
Tanpa bisa memiliki
Berarti seharusnya tidak ada cinta
Diam,
Hanya itu yang bisa kulakukan
Walau ingin melakukan lebih
Namun itu semua hanya akan memperkeruh udara
Toh akhirnya aku hanya akan menjadi angin
Yang datang dan pergi
Hingga suatu hari dilupakan
Atau sudahkah aku?
Ah, apa yang kumau?
Melihatmu seperti kehilangan asa? Tidak!
Atau mempertahankan bayanganku dalammu?
Mungkin memang harus
Aku yang dilupakan
Tapi rasanya tetap menyakitkan
Karena memang begitu cara dunia bekerja
Aku tidak bisa ada disana seperti orang lain
Pilihannya adalah aku menjauh
Atau tetap membuatmu sengsara
Tuesday, June 9, 2015
Why do people dream?
I still don't get it
Yeah, it can make your life more colorful
But what's the point if it's only a dream?
A dream that will never come true
But still, you can't stop dreaming, right?
I'm just wondering
How to stop dreaming
things that won't come true
I still don't get it
Yeah, it can make your life more colorful
But what's the point if it's only a dream?
A dream that will never come true
But still, you can't stop dreaming, right?
I'm just wondering
How to stop dreaming
things that won't come true
Tuesday, May 26, 2015
to say " i want you"
would sound far too eager
to say " i need you"
would sound far too desperate
to say " i love you"
would sound far too hasty
so i remain silent,
hoping not to sound
too indifferent
-unknown-
would sound far too eager
to say " i need you"
would sound far too desperate
to say " i love you"
would sound far too hasty
so i remain silent,
hoping not to sound
too indifferent
-unknown-
Bring me the night (Sam Tsui ft. Kina Grannis)
Measuring days in the spaces between our goodbyes
Learning to wait through the endless parade
Of our same old see-you-next-time's
But when I close my eyes, the miles melt away
Like you're here in my arms at the end of the day
So bring me the night, send out the stars
Cause when I'm dreaming we don't seem so far
Darken the sky, and light up the moon
So that somehow you'll be here with me soon
Bring me the night
Bring me the night
That brings me to you
You
Swear I don't know if the days are as slow as they seem
Wondering when you'll be with me again and this
Finally can be more than just a dream
But when I close my eyes, I want only to stay
Where the farthest you are is a heartbeat away
So bring me the night, send out the stars
Cause when I'm dreaming we don't seem so far
Darken the sky, and light up the moon
So that somehow you'll be here with me soon
Bring me the night
Bring me the night
That brings me to you
And it's enough, knowing you are calling to me
While we're dreaming beneath the same moon
All it takes is imagining you so that I can get through
One more long and lonely day
So bring the night, tell me it's near
Give me the chance to to pretend to you're here
Darken the sky and light up the moon,
Please bring it soon
So bring me the night, send out the stars
Cause when I'm dreaming we don't seem so far
Darken the sky, and light up the moon
So that somehow you'll be here with me soon
Bring me the night,
Bring me the night,
Bring me the night,
Bring me the night
That brings me to you
Read more at http://www.songlyrics.com/sam-tsui/bring-me-the-night-feat-kina-grannis-lyrics/#xHSwcCVD0YozUFjJ.99
Learning to wait through the endless parade
Of our same old see-you-next-time's
But when I close my eyes, the miles melt away
Like you're here in my arms at the end of the day
So bring me the night, send out the stars
Cause when I'm dreaming we don't seem so far
Darken the sky, and light up the moon
So that somehow you'll be here with me soon
Bring me the night
Bring me the night
That brings me to you
You
Swear I don't know if the days are as slow as they seem
Wondering when you'll be with me again and this
Finally can be more than just a dream
But when I close my eyes, I want only to stay
Where the farthest you are is a heartbeat away
So bring me the night, send out the stars
Cause when I'm dreaming we don't seem so far
Darken the sky, and light up the moon
So that somehow you'll be here with me soon
Bring me the night
Bring me the night
That brings me to you
And it's enough, knowing you are calling to me
While we're dreaming beneath the same moon
All it takes is imagining you so that I can get through
One more long and lonely day
So bring the night, tell me it's near
Give me the chance to to pretend to you're here
Darken the sky and light up the moon,
Please bring it soon
So bring me the night, send out the stars
Cause when I'm dreaming we don't seem so far
Darken the sky, and light up the moon
So that somehow you'll be here with me soon
Bring me the night,
Bring me the night,
Bring me the night,
Bring me the night
That brings me to you
Read more at http://www.songlyrics.com/sam-tsui/bring-me-the-night-feat-kina-grannis-lyrics/#xHSwcCVD0YozUFjJ.99
Tuesday, May 12, 2015
Kau tahu aku
aku tidak percaya kebetulan
Aku tau semua ada artinya
Dan terima kasih
untuk semuanya
Kini aku melepaskannya
Walau aku tahu
Aku tidak bisa terbang tanpa sayap kan?
Tidak mudah.
Tidak ada yang mudah
Tapi aku ingin
ketika aku melihat ke belakang
Aku tersenyum, begitu pula kau
Aku tak menyesalinya.
aku tidak percaya kebetulan
Aku tau semua ada artinya
Dan terima kasih
untuk semuanya
Kini aku melepaskannya
Walau aku tahu
Aku tidak bisa terbang tanpa sayap kan?
Tidak mudah.
Tidak ada yang mudah
Tapi aku ingin
ketika aku melihat ke belakang
Aku tersenyum, begitu pula kau
Aku tak menyesalinya.
Sunday, May 3, 2015
Waktu yang Berhenti
aku hanya ingin duduk
di dalam keheningan
memandang sarangku sekarang
tanpa perlu berpikir
tanpa perlu merasakan apapun
cukup mendengar bisikan angin yang berlalu
cukup membiarkan angin itu melewati wajahku
toh seperti yang orang katakan
kau tak bisa menjaring angin, bukan?
andai semuanya sesederhana itu
menutup mata
dan semuanya berhenti
bahkan mungkin kau tidak mengerti
apa arti kata berhenti yang ku maksudkan
tapi aku akan membiarkanmu menginterpretasikannya
dan hanya berharap kau mengertinya dengan benar
aku hanya akan tertawa kelu
entah menertawakan diriku atau semua ini
setidaknya aku tidak menyalahkan diriku bukan?
ya, aku tahu.
walaupun itu tawa kelu
tapi apa dayaku?
3.5.15
di dalam keheningan
memandang sarangku sekarang
tanpa perlu berpikir
tanpa perlu merasakan apapun
cukup mendengar bisikan angin yang berlalu
cukup membiarkan angin itu melewati wajahku
toh seperti yang orang katakan
kau tak bisa menjaring angin, bukan?
andai semuanya sesederhana itu
menutup mata
dan semuanya berhenti
bahkan mungkin kau tidak mengerti
apa arti kata berhenti yang ku maksudkan
tapi aku akan membiarkanmu menginterpretasikannya
dan hanya berharap kau mengertinya dengan benar
aku hanya akan tertawa kelu
entah menertawakan diriku atau semua ini
setidaknya aku tidak menyalahkan diriku bukan?
ya, aku tahu.
walaupun itu tawa kelu
tapi apa dayaku?
3.5.15
Sunday, April 19, 2015
Nyanyian di kala resah
Nada-nada itu menjuntai
seperti terbang ke awan tak tergapai
entah apa yang ingin aku lakukan
menariknya, atau melepasnya pergi
nada-nada itu masih saja bergantungan disana
terlalu tinggi untuk kugapai
namun apabila kulihat di bawah,
aku memiliki sebuah tumpuan
yang bisa membawaku ke atas sana
tapi kau tahu kan rasanya?
seperti tak mampu,
bahkan terlalu takut untuk bermimpi
dan merengkuh nada-nada itu
mungkin yang bisa kulakukan hanyalah
menyanyikan nada-nada itu,
bersenandung walau akan terdengar getir
tapi setidaknya
aku mengerti dan mengetahui nada-nada itu
dan kau juga
19.04.15
seperti terbang ke awan tak tergapai
entah apa yang ingin aku lakukan
menariknya, atau melepasnya pergi
nada-nada itu masih saja bergantungan disana
terlalu tinggi untuk kugapai
namun apabila kulihat di bawah,
aku memiliki sebuah tumpuan
yang bisa membawaku ke atas sana
tapi kau tahu kan rasanya?
seperti tak mampu,
bahkan terlalu takut untuk bermimpi
dan merengkuh nada-nada itu
mungkin yang bisa kulakukan hanyalah
menyanyikan nada-nada itu,
bersenandung walau akan terdengar getir
tapi setidaknya
aku mengerti dan mengetahui nada-nada itu
dan kau juga
19.04.15
Saturday, April 18, 2015
Cinta itu adalah suatu paradoks
Senang bahagia tapi kau akan mendapatkannya
satu paket dengan kesakitan dan kesedihan
atau kau juga dapat menyebutnya ambivalen
kau ingin ini, namun kau tak kuasa
karena hal itu juga akan terjadi
kadang aku tak mengerti
apa yang seharusnya dilakukan
oleh sepasang insan
apakah mengejar senyuman?
atau sekedar merasakan kehangatan
satu sama lain
walau tak bisa tertawa?
coba Kau ajari aku
bagaimana harusnya aku hidup
bagaimana harusnya aku terbuai
bagaimana harusnya aku bermimpi
mungkin hal itu akan jauh lebih
memudahkan hidupku
tapi aku tahu, Kau ingin aku belajar
ya mungkin salah satunya dengan jejak ini
tapi, jangan tinggalkan aku.
ku mohon padaMu
18.04.15
Senang bahagia tapi kau akan mendapatkannya
satu paket dengan kesakitan dan kesedihan
atau kau juga dapat menyebutnya ambivalen
kau ingin ini, namun kau tak kuasa
karena hal itu juga akan terjadi
kadang aku tak mengerti
apa yang seharusnya dilakukan
oleh sepasang insan
apakah mengejar senyuman?
atau sekedar merasakan kehangatan
satu sama lain
walau tak bisa tertawa?
coba Kau ajari aku
bagaimana harusnya aku hidup
bagaimana harusnya aku terbuai
bagaimana harusnya aku bermimpi
mungkin hal itu akan jauh lebih
memudahkan hidupku
tapi aku tahu, Kau ingin aku belajar
ya mungkin salah satunya dengan jejak ini
tapi, jangan tinggalkan aku.
ku mohon padaMu
18.04.15
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
Berat
berat
perjalanan ini makin jauh
namun makin terlepas tangan ini
makin banyak tiupan angin
yg membuat aku tak tahu harus berbuat apa
aku ke kanan
aku salah
aku ke kiripun
aku takut salah
hati itu lama lama pudar warnanya
andai aku masih bisa melihat cahaya hati itu
mungkin aku masih dapat pulang
perjalanan ini makin jauh
namun makin terlepas tangan ini
makin banyak tiupan angin
yg membuat aku tak tahu harus berbuat apa
aku ke kanan
aku salah
aku ke kiripun
aku takut salah
hati itu lama lama pudar warnanya
andai aku masih bisa melihat cahaya hati itu
mungkin aku masih dapat pulang
metafora
Aku ini sebuah ilalang
yang tumbuh diantara bunga-bunga indah yang bermekaran
aku tidak tahu arah kemana yang harus kuikuti
apakah aku harus memikirkan jati diriku sebagai ilalang?
atau aku harus menjadi bunga seperti yang lain?
maaf kalau akau sebagai ilalang
tidak pernah bisa menjadi bunga
namun tahukah kau
aku terus menerus berusaha menjadi bunga?
taukah kau kini aku tak tahu jati diriku lagi sebagai ilalang?
dengan apa rasa ini dapat diungkapkan?
kata-kata tidak akan cukup
entah bagaimana menyampaikannya
sesak
ya, sesak
tak tahu harus menatap kemana
tak tahu harus berbuat apa
tak tahu harus berpikir apa
tak tahu harus memutuskan apa
mengapa,
mengapa aku menjadi ilalang diantara bunga?
mengapa aku tidak bisa menjadi seperti bunga yang lain?
aku berusaha menjelaskan identitasku
namun semua itu tidak lagi dimengerti
tidak lagi dipercaya
ini semua dianggap tidak lagi penting
aku tidak ingin berjuang sendiri
tapi aku tetap tidak bisa menjadi pikiran bunga
lalu langkah apa yang harus aku ambil?
seandainya cinta dapat menjadi jawaban.........
yang tumbuh diantara bunga-bunga indah yang bermekaran
aku tidak tahu arah kemana yang harus kuikuti
apakah aku harus memikirkan jati diriku sebagai ilalang?
atau aku harus menjadi bunga seperti yang lain?
maaf kalau akau sebagai ilalang
tidak pernah bisa menjadi bunga
namun tahukah kau
aku terus menerus berusaha menjadi bunga?
taukah kau kini aku tak tahu jati diriku lagi sebagai ilalang?
dengan apa rasa ini dapat diungkapkan?
kata-kata tidak akan cukup
entah bagaimana menyampaikannya
sesak
ya, sesak
tak tahu harus menatap kemana
tak tahu harus berbuat apa
tak tahu harus berpikir apa
tak tahu harus memutuskan apa
mengapa,
mengapa aku menjadi ilalang diantara bunga?
mengapa aku tidak bisa menjadi seperti bunga yang lain?
aku berusaha menjelaskan identitasku
namun semua itu tidak lagi dimengerti
tidak lagi dipercaya
ini semua dianggap tidak lagi penting
aku tidak ingin berjuang sendiri
tapi aku tetap tidak bisa menjadi pikiran bunga
lalu langkah apa yang harus aku ambil?
seandainya cinta dapat menjadi jawaban.........
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Letters to God
guys, i just found out a web: http://ourletterstogod.tumblr.com/
which is very good and meaningful.
after reading it, i found it some that will make us think and be more thankful.
i would like to share with you. and it's not my writing. it's other's.
feel free to visit the web and write your own letters to God :)
“Dear God, He watched her. Through every breath and thought. He has been there and saw everything. Through every lonely night He watched down upon her to make sure she didn’t stray into the unknown. So why are you trying to hide? He knows the truth behind every cut. He knows the stories of each scar. She is scarred of being abounded, But don’t you see He will never leave. People tell her over and over again. She is ready to live in the light, of His life. But she has no faith because of life’s disappointments, she has learned to expect disappointment and to get her hopes up. Her heart wants this. But her brain is holding her back from this wonderful life that could be.”
"Dear God, Please God I’m trying. You know the reasons why I can’t trust. I have no faith. I have no hope. I have no belief that things will get better. They never did. I know you were there to make sure that the razor didn’t go to deep. I know you were there to make sure no to many pills were swallowed. I know you were there through everything but please give me another chance? Please I just want to live a life with you.
I want to have peace within my own head.
~Amen"
"Dear God, It never seems to amaze me how much you have done for me. I don’t deserve all you give me, yet you do. I love you with all my heart. And in fact, I love you so much, words can’t explain the feeling that I have inside. You’ve sacrificed so much for me, in order to save my life, and those of billions of others. You’ve created a life filled with blessing and opportunity for me, so much, that it’s almost impossible not to thank you. Yet I feel that I haven’t thanked you enough. I know it’s hard implying the thought of forgetting those who have forgotten you, but you’ve shown so much love, and I think that’s why I admire you so much.. *tear* If, and when I do come to heaven(hopefully) I hope you’ll have a welcoming heart, because I plan on forever praising and worshiping your holy name. I love, I magnify, and praise you.
Amen”
"Dear God, I’m sorry for letting the worse get the best of me. I haven’t been so good these past weeks, please forgive me. You’ve given me life, given me hope when I couldn’t find any…You’ve given me faith when life tried to put out my spark. Now I ask of you to please, please never let me go. I’d rather die than ever be away from you, and I know society is cruel and I’ll be tempted but please don’t let it happen. Without you I might exist, but I’ll never be truly living and I don’t want to be what living is without you, Lord.
Amen"
"Dear God, It’s your daughter here,I just wanna say thank you for everything. Thank you for always being there for me,thank you for listening to me when no one wants to,thank you for letting me know I can always talk and rely on you when I needed you.I’m sorry that sometimes I tend to forget you and only seeks for you when I’m in problems. Thank you God. I love you. Amen"
"Dear God, First, I pray that all who don’t know you may know you. I pray that this website be used for your glory and that it will reach even more people. I pray for the softening of hearts, that people may receive the truth- your truth.
I pray for strength and for wisdom. I pray for Christians around the world to have a love for all that goes beyond their families and friends. I pray that we will look beyond our boyfriends, the movies, partying, sex, etc and turn our eyes to really see your glory. To ask you of your will. To pray for those in need and those who do not know you.
I pray for the young people. I pray that we may serve you wholly while we’re still young. I pray that we will begin to love ourselves for who you made us-princes and princesses that are fearfully and wonderfully made. I pray that the only pressure we’ll get is Jesus pressure to be submissive to your will and die to ourselves.
I pray for the older people. I pray that they may pass wisdom unto us. I pray that all wisdom in circulation may be from you. I pray for strength. I pray for courage. I pray for guidance for them, as they guide their young ones along.
I pray for forgiveness. For all the sins I may have committed, all the sins I will commit. I wish I could repent on behalf of the world’s sins. Jesus I know they hurt you. I know you squirm and share the heaviness I feel now, in even larger amounts. I know you watch as we disobey you. And I’m sorry we put you through this. I know you love us, so much, but why at all?
Your ways are not our ways, and your paths are not our paths. So because i know you love me, help me and others love you in return. Love you enough not to want to hurt you. Love you enough to have you as the center of their lives. Love you enough to put away their selfish desires and commit themselves wholly to you
I pray for the hurting. I pray for strength on their behalf. I pray that they may see you in their distress and realize that your power is made perfect their weaknesses. May you be their joy and their salvation, a present help in time of need.
I pray for the angry. All those who’ve been disappointed by those they trusted. All those whose anger is against you. I pray for peace upon their lives. I pray for healing. I pray for renewal. I pray that they see that they may see that they could have hurt other people just as badly. I pray that they may see no one is perfect.
I pray for all humanity
For your pair of eyes
That we will see and hate evil and love what is good.
I pray for your ears
That we will listen to your word and hide it in our hearts
I pray for your mouth
That all we speak will be proclamations of life upon others
I pray for your mind
That all our thoughts might be pure and heavenly
I pray for your heart
That we may love unconditionally and forgive wholly
I pray for your hands
That we may heal the broken-hearted and support the weak
I pray for your feet
That we may walk in your ways all the days of our lives
I pray for as many as will read this
A guarantee to life everlasting
Because with the conviction of your spirit
I leave this letter,
In Jesus Name
Amen."
"Dear God, Lord, I just wanted to tell you that I love you so much. This is the time I give you thanks for all you’ve done for me. I bring back all the glory, honor and praises to You, my Savior, my Father, Creator, Healer, Comforter, Redeemer and Friend. You are my everything, Lord. Thank You for being faithful to me. There’s nothing else I could wish for but to have You and to be with You the rest of my life. I will worship You for forever. May Your love be upon us. You are awesome. You are the God who has all things, but still You want me. How could I ask for more now that I have You? I LOVE YOU, LORD! ♥
AMEN.
"Thank you for giving us your only son as a sacrifice of our sinful ways. Thank you for being such a good listener, I call upon you a lot. Thank you for always carrying me in my times of trials and fear, thank you for always being beside me every single moment in my life . Thank you for holding my tiny baby in your hands and for telling me in the operating room the night she was born that everything was okay. She and I both are here because of your grace and mercy. I know I am a sinful person and I tend to not be as you would want me to be, forgive me. You are so loving and kind, and merciful. Thank you for my child she is a wonderful blessing I pray I will always wake up to every morning until she is grown,and I still pray to see her or hear her voice even after she is grown,thank you for my husband, thank you for blessing me with him and his family, they instilled in me qualities that I needed in life to be closer to you. Thank you for the miracles and blessings you bestow upon us. I pray you bless us and continue to bless us with a healthy child and family. I pray you keep us together always. Thank you for the Bible, thank you for prayer, thank you for Jesus who started out as a little babe. Thank you for family and the kind spirited people that are out in this world. God please help us all. Money is not everything and all of us people need to realize you rise and set the sun. Thank you thank you thank you for all you do, thank you for my sweet child, a blessing you had planned for us, words enough can not illustrate how thankful I should be of you and your love. Please continue to watch over us I ask this in Jesus’ name that this will be in your will. Amen.
"Dear God, ...." --> complete it with your own letter, happy writing, God loves you :)
which is very good and meaningful.
after reading it, i found it some that will make us think and be more thankful.
i would like to share with you. and it's not my writing. it's other's.
feel free to visit the web and write your own letters to God :)
“Dear God, He watched her. Through every breath and thought. He has been there and saw everything. Through every lonely night He watched down upon her to make sure she didn’t stray into the unknown. So why are you trying to hide? He knows the truth behind every cut. He knows the stories of each scar. She is scarred of being abounded, But don’t you see He will never leave. People tell her over and over again. She is ready to live in the light, of His life. But she has no faith because of life’s disappointments, she has learned to expect disappointment and to get her hopes up. Her heart wants this. But her brain is holding her back from this wonderful life that could be.”
"Dear God, Please God I’m trying. You know the reasons why I can’t trust. I have no faith. I have no hope. I have no belief that things will get better. They never did. I know you were there to make sure that the razor didn’t go to deep. I know you were there to make sure no to many pills were swallowed. I know you were there through everything but please give me another chance? Please I just want to live a life with you.
I want to have peace within my own head.
~Amen"
"Dear God, It never seems to amaze me how much you have done for me. I don’t deserve all you give me, yet you do. I love you with all my heart. And in fact, I love you so much, words can’t explain the feeling that I have inside. You’ve sacrificed so much for me, in order to save my life, and those of billions of others. You’ve created a life filled with blessing and opportunity for me, so much, that it’s almost impossible not to thank you. Yet I feel that I haven’t thanked you enough. I know it’s hard implying the thought of forgetting those who have forgotten you, but you’ve shown so much love, and I think that’s why I admire you so much.. *tear* If, and when I do come to heaven(hopefully) I hope you’ll have a welcoming heart, because I plan on forever praising and worshiping your holy name. I love, I magnify, and praise you.
Amen”
"Dear God, I’m sorry for letting the worse get the best of me. I haven’t been so good these past weeks, please forgive me. You’ve given me life, given me hope when I couldn’t find any…You’ve given me faith when life tried to put out my spark. Now I ask of you to please, please never let me go. I’d rather die than ever be away from you, and I know society is cruel and I’ll be tempted but please don’t let it happen. Without you I might exist, but I’ll never be truly living and I don’t want to be what living is without you, Lord.
Amen"
"Dear God, It’s your daughter here,I just wanna say thank you for everything. Thank you for always being there for me,thank you for listening to me when no one wants to,thank you for letting me know I can always talk and rely on you when I needed you.I’m sorry that sometimes I tend to forget you and only seeks for you when I’m in problems. Thank you God. I love you. Amen"
"Dear God, First, I pray that all who don’t know you may know you. I pray that this website be used for your glory and that it will reach even more people. I pray for the softening of hearts, that people may receive the truth- your truth.
I pray for strength and for wisdom. I pray for Christians around the world to have a love for all that goes beyond their families and friends. I pray that we will look beyond our boyfriends, the movies, partying, sex, etc and turn our eyes to really see your glory. To ask you of your will. To pray for those in need and those who do not know you.
I pray for the young people. I pray that we may serve you wholly while we’re still young. I pray that we will begin to love ourselves for who you made us-princes and princesses that are fearfully and wonderfully made. I pray that the only pressure we’ll get is Jesus pressure to be submissive to your will and die to ourselves.
I pray for the older people. I pray that they may pass wisdom unto us. I pray that all wisdom in circulation may be from you. I pray for strength. I pray for courage. I pray for guidance for them, as they guide their young ones along.
I pray for forgiveness. For all the sins I may have committed, all the sins I will commit. I wish I could repent on behalf of the world’s sins. Jesus I know they hurt you. I know you squirm and share the heaviness I feel now, in even larger amounts. I know you watch as we disobey you. And I’m sorry we put you through this. I know you love us, so much, but why at all?
Your ways are not our ways, and your paths are not our paths. So because i know you love me, help me and others love you in return. Love you enough not to want to hurt you. Love you enough to have you as the center of their lives. Love you enough to put away their selfish desires and commit themselves wholly to you
I pray for the hurting. I pray for strength on their behalf. I pray that they may see you in their distress and realize that your power is made perfect their weaknesses. May you be their joy and their salvation, a present help in time of need.
I pray for the angry. All those who’ve been disappointed by those they trusted. All those whose anger is against you. I pray for peace upon their lives. I pray for healing. I pray for renewal. I pray that they see that they may see that they could have hurt other people just as badly. I pray that they may see no one is perfect.
I pray for all humanity
For your pair of eyes
That we will see and hate evil and love what is good.
I pray for your ears
That we will listen to your word and hide it in our hearts
I pray for your mouth
That all we speak will be proclamations of life upon others
I pray for your mind
That all our thoughts might be pure and heavenly
I pray for your heart
That we may love unconditionally and forgive wholly
I pray for your hands
That we may heal the broken-hearted and support the weak
I pray for your feet
That we may walk in your ways all the days of our lives
I pray for as many as will read this
A guarantee to life everlasting
Because with the conviction of your spirit
I leave this letter,
In Jesus Name
Amen."
"Dear God, Lord, I just wanted to tell you that I love you so much. This is the time I give you thanks for all you’ve done for me. I bring back all the glory, honor and praises to You, my Savior, my Father, Creator, Healer, Comforter, Redeemer and Friend. You are my everything, Lord. Thank You for being faithful to me. There’s nothing else I could wish for but to have You and to be with You the rest of my life. I will worship You for forever. May Your love be upon us. You are awesome. You are the God who has all things, but still You want me. How could I ask for more now that I have You? I LOVE YOU, LORD! ♥
AMEN.
"Thank you for giving us your only son as a sacrifice of our sinful ways. Thank you for being such a good listener, I call upon you a lot. Thank you for always carrying me in my times of trials and fear, thank you for always being beside me every single moment in my life . Thank you for holding my tiny baby in your hands and for telling me in the operating room the night she was born that everything was okay. She and I both are here because of your grace and mercy. I know I am a sinful person and I tend to not be as you would want me to be, forgive me. You are so loving and kind, and merciful. Thank you for my child she is a wonderful blessing I pray I will always wake up to every morning until she is grown,and I still pray to see her or hear her voice even after she is grown,thank you for my husband, thank you for blessing me with him and his family, they instilled in me qualities that I needed in life to be closer to you. Thank you for the miracles and blessings you bestow upon us. I pray you bless us and continue to bless us with a healthy child and family. I pray you keep us together always. Thank you for the Bible, thank you for prayer, thank you for Jesus who started out as a little babe. Thank you for family and the kind spirited people that are out in this world. God please help us all. Money is not everything and all of us people need to realize you rise and set the sun. Thank you thank you thank you for all you do, thank you for my sweet child, a blessing you had planned for us, words enough can not illustrate how thankful I should be of you and your love. Please continue to watch over us I ask this in Jesus’ name that this will be in your will. Amen.
"Dear God, ...." --> complete it with your own letter, happy writing, God loves you :)
Rapuh
aku begitu rapuh
jika kau sentuh aku
beling kan menembus kulitmu
aku beigu rapuh
jika kau tiup aku
terbang melayang hidupku
aku begitu rapuh
di setiap tawaku
ada sebuah tangisan di dalam
yang tak diketahui oleh siapapun
aku begitu rapuh
tak lagi pantas untuk dipamerkan
aku ingin berlari
menngejar sinar mentari
tapi apa dayaku?
aku rapuh
tak kuat untuk berjalan setapakpun
p.hilary
jika kau sentuh aku
beling kan menembus kulitmu
aku beigu rapuh
jika kau tiup aku
terbang melayang hidupku
aku begitu rapuh
di setiap tawaku
ada sebuah tangisan di dalam
yang tak diketahui oleh siapapun
aku begitu rapuh
tak lagi pantas untuk dipamerkan
aku ingin berlari
menngejar sinar mentari
tapi apa dayaku?
aku rapuh
tak kuat untuk berjalan setapakpun
p.hilary
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
if you want something
why don't you do it?
it's like you are pushing yourself further
you did ask God
and He gives you
you just don't realize it, do you?
ask for more
and regret everything
you once said the world "irreplaceable"
but it's funny how you want to have another one
am not going anywhere.
why don't you do it?
it's like you are pushing yourself further
you did ask God
and He gives you
you just don't realize it, do you?
ask for more
and regret everything
you once said the world "irreplaceable"
but it's funny how you want to have another one
am not going anywhere.
Peseni
Kami adalah penari
namun bukan penari dalam bayanganmu
kami adalah pelukis
namun tidak seperti apa yang kau pikirkan
kami adalah penullis
namun bukan seperti apa yang kau kira
kami menghasilkan
sesuatu yang indah
yang mengisi kekosongan dalam udara
yang memecah keheningan
atau malah melambungkan kedamaian
ya, kami menari
kami menari di atas tuts-tuts hitam putih
kami menarikan tangan-tangan kami diatas sebuah senar
ya, kami melukis
kami melukiskan sebuah cerita yang tak terlihat
namun kau akan tahu gambarannya apabila kau buka telingamu
ya, kami menulis
kami menulis untaian cerita yang penuh emosi
tanpa tinta hitam, namun bisa menceritakan segalanya
sebuah seni
adalah hidup kami
hidup sebagai seorang pemusik
06.12.11
namun bukan penari dalam bayanganmu
kami adalah pelukis
namun tidak seperti apa yang kau pikirkan
kami adalah penullis
namun bukan seperti apa yang kau kira
kami menghasilkan
sesuatu yang indah
yang mengisi kekosongan dalam udara
yang memecah keheningan
atau malah melambungkan kedamaian
ya, kami menari
kami menari di atas tuts-tuts hitam putih
kami menarikan tangan-tangan kami diatas sebuah senar
ya, kami melukis
kami melukiskan sebuah cerita yang tak terlihat
namun kau akan tahu gambarannya apabila kau buka telingamu
ya, kami menulis
kami menulis untaian cerita yang penuh emosi
tanpa tinta hitam, namun bisa menceritakan segalanya
sebuah seni
adalah hidup kami
hidup sebagai seorang pemusik
06.12.11
Friday, December 2, 2011
andai saja dulu
sudah terlalu tua kah raga ini untuk berlari?
sudah terlalu rapuhkah jiwa ini untuk berharap?
kadang yang ada hanya tinggal mimpi dan angan yang tak tergapai
sudah terlalu rapuhkah jiwa ini untuk berharap?
kadang yang ada hanya tinggal mimpi dan angan yang tak tergapai
titik demi titik
tercurah
meninggalkan rasa nyeri
saat menyentuh kulit
hembusan dingin bertiup
hingga ke relung yang paling dalam
dimana terdapat kegelapan
tanpa ada secerah pendar
kelam kah yang ada dipikiran?
dengan tetes demi tetes
yang membasahi paras pucat
mimpi akan kehangatan
di depan tungku membara
mulai meresapi asa
mencari keteduhan
dan sebuah kedamaian
mungkin, nanti
apabila semua ini reda
baru ada sebuah pelangi
di atas sana,
ya, di langit yang bewarna biru
dengan sinar yang menghangatkan
serpihan kemilauan di jalan
p.hilary
2.12.2011
tercurah
meninggalkan rasa nyeri
saat menyentuh kulit
hembusan dingin bertiup
hingga ke relung yang paling dalam
dimana terdapat kegelapan
tanpa ada secerah pendar
kelam kah yang ada dipikiran?
dengan tetes demi tetes
yang membasahi paras pucat
mimpi akan kehangatan
di depan tungku membara
mulai meresapi asa
mencari keteduhan
dan sebuah kedamaian
mungkin, nanti
apabila semua ini reda
baru ada sebuah pelangi
di atas sana,
ya, di langit yang bewarna biru
dengan sinar yang menghangatkan
serpihan kemilauan di jalan
p.hilary
2.12.2011
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